I’ve been tagged by the sweetest 3thoug ever.I need to brainstorm myself cuz I’ve ALOT of things to tell and I just have to choose seven :silly:

“ The challenge is to tell 7 things about yourself, and then challenge 7 people to do the same.”

1-When I was 3 baba was angry and he shouted at me(I don’t really remember but he told me this story) and I couldn’t stop crying the whole day. I hid myself in a small space under the stairs and they were looking for me but I never showed up. Then Mom found me and asked: why are you crying? Baba was  just behind her and he heard me saying: why did he shout on me!! I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM. Since that day Baba promised me that he’ll never ever makes me cry and he always repeats : I don’t like to see your tears  3>

2-When I first learned how to pray, I used to lock the door and the windows before I pray. I just didn’t want anyone to know that I’m praying because I always feel embarrassed when I get compliments from others.

3- I’ve always been different from my sisters. In everything, my thinking, the way I act, my style ect. I can’t find anything common between us. No matter how much I try, I always fail. To be honest, I gave up because they just don’t like anything I do (except my lil sis)

4- I cry ALOT  and when I cry I usually listen to Marc Anthony- Do you believe in loneliness.

5- Last eid when we went camping at the beach, me and other 7 girls were riding quad motorcycles. It was 4:00 a.m and that guy told us we’ve to stay near  the camps. BUT we just ignored whatever he said and headed off to Movenpick Hotel. That was crazy. They were screaming and singing but I told them to keep quiet cuz the boys will be following us. Two mins later, a crazy guy in an old red car was driving fast toward me ,he just wanted to frighten me. I felt so scared  cuz I promised mama to take care of my lil sis and now I’m the one who’s making troubles. I told the girls that I’ll go back to the camp but they completed their way to the hotel. When I was on my way back to the camp, a police car stopped me. Thank God he was in a good mood and there was not a lot of ppl around. I begged him to let me go. Suddenly, I heard someone calling my name. It was MOM. She was on her way to the public toilets when she saw me and my lil sis talking to the police man. She called me and when I answered my phone, she burst out  into tears. Well do you want to know what happened then! Humm nothing she shouted at me and then she hugged me and shouted at me again LOL (btw I can’t believe that I did such a thing. I think it wasn’t the real me that night)  -this happened after the story of my lil sis in eid-

6-  When I was 12,my auntie died and my family went to Riyadh. I stayed at  home with my lil sis and the maid until my uncles come and stay with us. In the meantime, I was REALLY bored, so I just picked up the lighter and put it near to my lil sister foot and lighted up 

7- The most embarrassing moment in my life. I’d my period when Mom was in Riyadh and I was wearing a white pants. My 13 years old cousin told me that there’s chocolate on my pants. He thought it’s Kit Kat. I went to the bathroom cursing myself and crying alone. Now whenever I meet him wearing a white skirt or pants he just start laughing nonstop

Woho I talked alot.Now It’s the time to tag some ppl  

Rin

Candy

Smart Cookie

Oh well Iam blogging again. It was a tough week and I’ve the worst mid exams schedule ever.And the next week would be worse for sure, 3 exams down and 4 to go. Iam up to my ears in work 

Today  picks from my life channel lol

- I’ve submitted one of my boring researches about plgiarism and copyrights and the next week I’ve to finish my proposal about the best books and journals cataloging system for my college. What pisses me off  is that I’m taking LIS as a general course of one hour credit and she’s making it a big deal. 50%  on the proposal! We don’t even have a book for this course. She enters the room,starts talking about herself as a super dr. and repeat this stupid phrase shhh children,then she leaves the room smiling.

-Teacher’s pets..whay don’t you grow up please ! you are so pethtic!.. I can’t bear the way you act all the day in each and every lecture. What I hate so much are those people who change their attitudes,decision to agree with a Dr.Those who curse their Drs and smile in front of them.Those who compliment a Dr’s hair,makeup,or whatever.Those who pull a chair for a Dr or holding a Dr’s files and books while s/he  holding nothing. And the poor student is so happy..Ugh stupid..

-  Everyday I  spend about 8  and half  hours at college. And when I come back home I don’t talk to anyone. I just head to my bedroom and take a nap before I wake up again and start studying ,working on my researches and assignments. I enjoy my time when everyone  goes to sleep. I don’t know why I’m being such a lonely person these days  but being with them after a long tiring day makes me so tense. My sisters sometimes don’t know when to criticise or blame me. They make things difficult, if not unbearable. A linguistics book,cup of lattee and internet at midnight are perfectly making my day.

- Why does a mosquito  bite my  foot not brother’s foot! It is so itchy and I can’t rub it in public places ..Ouch !

-My dearest brother came back home and he’s going to spend two months with us before leaving to New Zealand.But he wants to change everything in the house. He doesn’t like me staying up late out with friends,doesn’t like the way I’m dressing up. He wants me to be as he wants. This is what I hate about some brothers. They think they have the right to control you life 

-I’ll disappear now till the end of  the next weekend. I have many things to do  :wave:

P.S: I dedicate this post to Anoud because……………………

Mom has  just travelled to see my youngest uncle. It seems that these are his last days. He’s been sick for a long time. We had a strong feeling that he’s suffering from leukemia but doctors said that this is just 1% pssoible. We doubt them because here in Saudi Arabia they never ever tell the truth about these cases. They always avoid telling the truth. I want to know why did they lie to us? I mean, we all want to see uncle Khaled but Mom is the only one who could find a seat on the flight today. If they told the truth from beginning, we might have the chance to travel and spend Eid with him.

The two past weeks,they were giving him red blood cells but unfortunately,there was no repsonse. They also tried bone marrow transplantation but It didn’t match. This is so sad to see someone you love is dying and you’re so helpless. I keep thinking of his oldest and only son,Ahmad (who’s only 9 years old) and his little 4 daughters, Sara,Raghad,Noreen and Anwar . Loosing their father at this early stage of their life is something so hard(allahom la e3tra’9). I can’t imagine my life without the funniest and the kind man in the family. He used to embarrass me and I just laugh. He used to hug me while we’re sitting together and telling others how seeing me made his day.

The last time I met my uncle was in August in a resort and he was showing me all the weird round things on the surface of his skin because of leukemia. Everyone meets him, loves him from the first sight. When he sees the whole family sitting together on a big feast. He cries out of happiness. I took a picture for him 5 months ago when he was looking at my Mom (his oldest sis) and listening to her while she was talking about their early life before they all get married and suddenly he kissed her forehead and cried. That was an amazing shoot for the best uncle I have.

Please pray for him

Me, standing in peace in the corridor when Ms….. came and talked to me and one of my friends(friend1). Another friend joined us(fieind2).

Friend2: Ms…… I’ve something  to tell you about khulood

Ms……: Well 

Me: smiling

Freind2: Hummm I’ll not say

Me: Come on say whatever you want. I want to know too

Ms….:  :!:

Me:  waiting her to say something

Friend2: You know before Khulood and (friend1) became close friends, I was (friend1) bestfriend.

Me: 

Friend2: She’s not her bestfriend I know that I’m (friend1) bestfriend.

Friend1 wasn’t there when friend2 start acting like a child. Thoug , she’s not (friend1) bestfriend at all.

Ms….: Khulood is one of my best students,my best friend and the sweetest girl I’ve ever known

Me:  :$

Friend2: I’m sweeter than her 

Ms….: humm well she’s the sweetest girl I’ve ever known

Me: again  :$

Friend2: why ?

Becuase she’s that brown silky loose hair. I can make it like her. Or because of  the hot pink lipstick she’s wearing. I also can do the same.

Me:

Ms….: No No its not like this you’re so special and you do know that ;)

Friend2: ok Ms…. Khulood has a lecture now let her go

Ms…: Ok my dear khulood see you later I don’t want you to be marked absent

Me: Ok i’ll go and see you some other time

This is stupid. Really stupied. How come she dare to say that !

Does she hate me this much or so jealous of me !

First of all I’ve  known (friend1) since the first day she came to our college. Second, me and (friend1) spend too much time together because we both junior students not senior as (friend2). Moreover,me and (friend1) talk alot on the phone,meet at weekends and have alot of secrets.

I didn’t like the way she linked Ms… opinion about me,being the sweetest girl with my appearance !  For godness sake ! she’s a MOTHER for 3 kids  can’t she think and act her age !

I used to sit and talk to her as a friend. I do respect her and ask about her pregnancy. How strange it is to be acting like that at this age and status !

I just laugh everytime I remember her face expressions while comparing herself with me. Seriously I’m not that much pretty to be arrogant or something like that. I’m so shy and quiet girl…

I’m so thankful that I’m acting my age or sometimes more than my age but not less as some people do 

Hopefully, she don’t come across my blog and read this post. Definitely,she’ll kill me lol